If you are one of those people who “waits 20 minutes before replying so you don’t seem desperate and playing that high school love game seems like fun to you”… You can honestly go fuck yourself.

Still nothing from my dad.. I legitimately have not seen him the entire day. It’s now 8:18pm and there has been no sign of him being alive other than him unlocking and locking his door. I think my mom has seen him maybe once or twice, but that’s about it. I don’t think he has eaten the entire day. 
I’m so worried, what if he kills himself?
I’m really scared… but i’m sure he will pull through, he has too. He can’t be stuck in his cave forever.

Anyway, tomorrow is Monday, a start to a brand new week. I hope that it is fabulous and new and sparkling. I hope that this week will bring challenges and rewards that I’ve never had before. I hope that it’s inspiring. 
Hahaha we all know I’m just talking about the weekend :P

LIFE. 

Please dont leave me